Monday 4 March 2013

sakit

semalam.. hmm.. i went to c my therapist. reflexology actually.  wen he touch my foot.. hmm.. aku dah tau apa yg akn keluar...hmmm... everyting in me is weakened. day to day. its not surprise me but.. expected. yeay.. expected.

for this while.. i've denying the fact. for .. lately rasa itu makin sakit. tarik nafas, sakit. sangkut2. kaki da mula kebas2. rambut da banyak gugur. jantung, limpa, hati .. semua nya makin lemah.  kaki juga makin lemah. but... i have to keep strong. not for myself but for my parents esp my mum. sebolehnya aku x nak mama kesedihan dengan segala kesakitan yang aku ada... aku takut.. seandainya aku bercerita kesakitan aku.. mama akan devastated...


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